coexistapart's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Christ is risen So much has happened. I have notes, but there's a lot I am trying to think through and work through to get where I need to be. Just got back into the city a couple of hours ago from the Cabin up North. Anthony brought me up Friday; spent a couple of days with Susie and her kids, Anthony & Elouise, Erin & her kids. It was a nice visit, but actually for the first time ever--possibly because I'm feeling fairly fluey--I was ready to leave today. Jabu was *just* possibly getting on my nerves. Everyone wants me to make a decision, have me tell them how I feel about this whole HUJ thing. Of course it's basically set in stone that I will go, but I am just not feeling so good about the whole thing. Not that it will all go badly--I'm going to go in June and that will settle it for sure, obviously--but just that I am feeling unsettled. Which is funny because you would think after Jan, Feb, and March that I would be just about DYING to set a final plan in motion. I'm working on editing my old entries. I have finished 2005, which is a small miracle in that I have a finished one volume even if I only wrote 40-odd pages that year. Contrast that with 2006 when I've only downloaded up to September, and that accounts for nearly 2006. One day at a time, I am just simply trying to finish these various projects in the next couple of weeks. I met with a lawyer to have my will written earlier in the week. She was wonderful. As I was telling Jabu this, Erin went "oh gosh, we're leaving for Russia in two months and we don't have a will either!" and they have two children under the age of 10. Without even trying there's going to be quite a slew of family referals before this is all said and done. I leave to go back to NM on Wednesday. I'm tired, ready for a little bit of a change in routine...i.e. I guess my routine in NM? Although we leave for Hawai'i next Tuesday so I'll be "Home" just long enough to accomplish my latest APO box care packages, which I have let hang for roughly 6 weeks now. I feel terribly also because the female soldier has apparently sent 3-4 long letters; I guess it's nice to be thought of. Sens are out of the playoffs for hockey this year. It's just as well because this is going to be one of those years where the whole thing drags on into June. Not inherantly bad, but the last six weeks being away have led me to really cut back on computer and television. I would like to keep things that way in general and in preparation for next year. My mind is really a mess right now and not in the best shape to be writing a long, all encompasing entry. I need to get some thoughts out on SCHOOL and what I'm going to do, but I also feel like I've got a million odds & ends to take care of in the next couple of days. Right now I need to get back to the apartment make some dinner, some calls, and a lot of mixed CDs. Happy Easter. I did not get to go to church this morning; it's been several weeks now, so of course I'm feeling particularly unsettled. 7:53 p.m. - 2009-04-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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